The
Fragrance of Cheshvan
R.
Eliezer Kwass
October
30, 2001
Tishrei and Cheshvan stand next to each other
in the calendar, but seem to be as far apart as
two months can be. Tishrei is full of holidays,
joy, and intensity; Cheshvan does not even have
one minor holiday. Experiencing their juxtaposition
feels like a spiritual roller- coaster ride. Tishrei
puts us on a high - with Rosh Hashana, Yom Kippur,
Sukkot, and Simchat Torah; with the Shofar, the
Lulav and Etrog, and the Sukka; with introspection,
prayer, excitement, and joy. Then comes Cheshvan
with its apparent vacuum. Cheshvan seems like
the vacant lot left after the amusement park has
been taken apart and packed away at the end of
summer.
How do we deal with the vacuum left after the
Chagim? What is the special avoda (service of
Hashem) of Cheshvan? Two sources give us some
insights.
Smell and Da'at
1. Rav Tzadok Hakohen zt"l of Lublin (Divrei Sofrim
- Likutei Amarim) brings down a passage from the
Kabbalistic Sefer Yetzira. It connects all of
the months to different aspects of a person. Cheshvan
is connected with the sense of smell.
2. The Maor Vashemesh (Parshat Shemini) says that
the month of Cheshvan is associated with the Sefira
of Da'at.
What is the connection between smell and Cheshvan?
What is the meaning of Da'at (usually translated
as knowledge)? What do these two sources teach
us about the avoda of Cheshvan?
Says Rav Tzaddok, during the month of Tishrei
we taste of the great Divine lights. In Cheshvan,
even though the taste is gone, the fragrance still
remains. Cheshvan allows us to hold on to the
remnants of the holidays. Cheshvan is not a vacuum
left after the holidays, but a vessel with which
we can hold onto them. Just as the fragrance of
our etrog remains, the highs of Tishrei do not
have to disappear but can stay with us during
Cheshvan.
Cultivating Da'at is the key to hold on to the
Chagim, teaches the Maor Vashemesh. The Shem Mishmuel
(on Parshat Eikev, p. 77) explains that Da'at
is neither wisdom nor a character trait; rather,
it is the connection between them. Someone with
Da'at has so internalized his mind experiences
- wisdom, understanding, spirituality - that they
translate into his feelings, his character, and
his actions. Someone without Da'at is like, says
the Shem Mishmuel, someone studying the political
life of some far away country; he thinks about
it in a detached way for it does not affect him.
Da'at is knowledge and spirituality with connectedness.
Da'at is the challenge of Cheshvan, taking the
highs of Tishrei - the resolutions of the days
of Teshuva, the intensity of Rosh Hashana, the
joy of sitting in the Sukka and dancing with the
Torah, the conviction with which we scream out
Hashem Hu Haelokim at the end of Yom Kippur -
and translating them into normal daily life. We
live Cheshvan with a picture of Tishrei constantly
in our minds. The energy of the holidays stays
with us and charges Cheshvan as well as the rest
of the year.
The Load of the Moadim
G-d provides Divine help. The Rav of the Shul
I davened in on Shabbat Bereishit explained the
Yom Tov prayer, "Vehasieinu Hashem Elokeinu et
birkat moadekha" as "Load us, Hashem our G-d,
with the blessing of the holidays" (reading the
word vehasieinu as the hifil of laseit, to carry
a load). We pray to G-d to be able to take away
the blessings of the holidays and use them throughout
Cheshvan and rest of the year. |